Wednesday, April 30, 2025

NANOPRIMO APRIL 29, 2025 A Tiring Adventure


  

 

A Tiring Adventure

This morning my car greeted me with 

one of those mysterious dashboard icons

    Not the submarine icon

    Not the "left your headlights on" icon

    not even the "better get gas now!" reminder.

It was that squished bubble with exclamation point proclaiming tire trouble

perhaps a pothole, nail, or rock creating an escape of air

a warning to hit the air pump as soon as safely possible.

Three tires were fine, but the last one was 

a pancaked rubber circle, wheel cover almost touching the ground 

    suddenly I was aware

    that in all my years of driving

    I had never had a flat.

Now my dad had made sure that could I change a tire on the side of the road

but the air pump gave me some time to get to tires 'r us

to find out, yes, a nail, but also

dry rot on all four tires.

Low mileage works for some things, but years account for more, as now I sit here 

    writing about how a nail in a tire

    became four new tires

    and a ride down memory lane.

©Noreen Braman

 




Monday, April 28, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 28, 2025 Last Minute Annie

 


 

Last Minute Annie

someone who leaves things to the very last minute, often the night before a deadline. - Urban Dictionary

She always called me that

when it was usually something she wanted doing

and I needed to be elsewhere.

or

when he laughed and told me

if I had a brain I'd be dangerous

but better be on the honor roll

so

in today's workday world

my pattern is to be ready ahead

as much as is possible

but

others become last minute annies

expecting I'm available 

and compliant

while

inside I hear the laughter

feel the humiliation

and burn with embarrassment and anger. 

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

 

Sunday, April 27, 2025

NAPOWRIMO Emotional Daggers April 27, 2025


Emotional Daggers

I tally the numbers behind me

saddened to see and hear and know

the knife-like words ramping up

the division, the discord, and the destruction

of an admittedly flawed democracy

by haphazardly slashing and burning 

instead of thoughtful retention 

careful plans

not by causing irreparable harm

 that will echo for generations to come. 

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

 

 

 

Friday, April 25, 2025

NAPOWRIMO Moon Madness April 25, 2025

 


Moon Madness

 

This morning the moon and the stars 

played together to make a smile

but today my smile is missing

too much to hear and see

too much to stop my heart

too much of life destruction

too much of frightening changes

too much power in the wrong hands

none of which makes any sense 

tonight I will look to the constancy of the stars

and the fickleness of the moon 

to try an find some balance

in a world that has gone mad.

©2025 Noreen Braman

Tuesday, April 22, 2025

NAPOWRIMO 2025 A Cozy Little Trick: I'm Talking to YOU, Surfshark

 

A Cozy Little Trick

 

A double billing, surely a mistake

so easy to correct

just refund the money to my account

and we'll move forward.

But

they have a cozy little trick

saying you cannot get a refund

within 6 months of a previous refund

no matter that the first refund

was for cancellation of a service

and this request is for double billing

So

I wonder how many more duplicate charges

will now show up on my account

I call you out, Surfshark,

seems so contrary to your 

"protect your computer" business.

Sunday, April 20, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 20, 2025 My Anxiety Has Anxiety


 

My Anxiety Has Anxiety

 it doesn't have a name or cause

preferring to be free floating

in early mornings an adrenaline shot

palpable physical fear

a wrap-around anxiety hug

that steals sleep's refreshment 

creating difficulty to rise

detouring thoughts and daily plans

all from adrenal glands who won't play nice. 

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

 

Saturday, April 19, 2025

NAPOWRIMO APRIL 19, 2025 Pollinated

 

Pollinated

Spring, the sneezing time

brings rapid fire outbursts

leaving me breathless

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

Thursday, April 17, 2025

NANOWRIMO April 17, 2025 In Another Time


 

In Another Time

The last time the cicadas sang

the life and the work and the world

was different

and after seventeen years of silence

am I ready to sing?

©2025 Noreen Braman


 

 

Tuesday, April 15, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 15, 2025 Betrayed By My Own Logo

 

Betrayed By My Own Logo

The orange sun hangs over my work

proclaiming smiles and laughter for all

"come out and play, let's smile all day!"

fool your brain into releasing endorphins

be silly and build your resilience

for tomorrow is a country of unknown intent

where you may walk in joy the morning 

but stop to weep at sunset

holding back fear of the coming night

holding breath until dawn

waiting for the orange sun to rise. 

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

Sunday, April 13, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 13, 2025 Traveling

 Traveling

 There are roads and paths and rocky terrains

filled with right turns and wrong turns and steep hills and flat plains

days and years with fellow travelers, and days you traipse alone

days of wonder and nights of wondering

thoughts of future bliss and past mistakes

while leaving trails full of u-turns and dead ends.

so easy to be discouraged in the face of disappointments,

dilemmas and catastrophes

darkening the sunlight, casting shadows over joy

and suddenly the roadway is replete with detours and warning signs

but the journey has been long, and only one placard keeps you going,

keep living on the smile side of life. 

 ©2025 Noreen Braman


 

 

 

Friday, April 11, 2025

NAPOWRIMO APRIL 11, 2025




Rain

Expected in April

to bring all the flowers

but this year the showers

are cold and dark.

April threatening snow 

lingering winter refuses to go

coating the budding greenery.

(C)2025 Noreen Braman

Thursday, April 10, 2025

NAPOWRIMO 2025 April 10, 2025 Subtraction



Subtraction

At the top of the heap

the numbers are incomprehensible

and those that live there

have their privilege and tricks.

 

While lower down the pile

months and years of scrimping

are wiped out in hours

while smirking television hosts

tell us not to look.

 

But looking is mandatory

to understand the lack of consideration

by this purposeful manipulation.

 

In 1929 the top of the heap

managed to still make money

while those unable to face

the loss of lifetime investments

jumped out of windows.

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

Wednesday, April 9, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 9, 2025 Heartfelt


 

Heartfelt

Not the graphic on the Valentine's card

not the cute red and pink shapes of love

but the vital engine of the human body 

without the heart nothing else matters

so the brain works behind the scenes

giving the heart the starring role.

©2025 Noreen Braman

 

 

 




 

Sunday, April 6, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 6, 2025. Now or Never

 


Now or Never

 

Talked about, sung about,

declaring the shortness of time.

Years, months, weeks, days,

hours, minutes, seconds,

and yes the milliseconds.

Flying by at frightening speed

the lives of humans barely a speck,

while the stars and planets live on in eons.

Does the sun worry about going supernova?

Do the planets and asteroids and comets and spacedust

contemplate eventual demise?

Or do they just accept the changing of form?

As matter never disappears

the light of our lives will still travel across galaxies

which we now consider endless,

therefore, we never die.

©2025 Noreen Braman

Saturday, April 5, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 5, 2025 Retreat


 

 

Retreat

 

So many definitions

the verbs all about a signal in war

to withdraw from a losing situation

if that is at all possible.

The nouns still mention warfare

but in another sense provides daily life

with places of safety, whether in the mind

Or a calming place, for seclusion.

Perhaps the comparison not so strange

battles come in many forms.

©2025 Noreen Braman

Friday, April 4, 2025

NAPOWRIMO April 4 2025 - Card Play


 

 

  "We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the game." - Randy Pausch 

 

Card Play

When the Old Maid sits down at the table

she shuffles the cards and suggests the game

at first Go Fish and Rummy,

then a sly smile,

she turns the deck to Crazy Eights

and later to Snap and SlapJack

saving for last the ace in her hand

declaring all play War.

©2025 Noreen Braman


Thursday, April 3, 2025

NAPOWRIMO APRIL 3 Crashing

 


 

Crashing

Couldn't remember my password

for my retirement account

perhaps the universe protecting me

from seeing the damage

from a financial tornado

combined with a falling star

leaving shreds of money in its path

 ©2025 Noreen Braman

 

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

NAPOWrIMO 2025 - A delayed start, but for good reason

 



 

 

April 1, 2025

 

NAPOWRIMO 2025 has begun!  But first:

 

Time to Blow My Own Horn

Recently, I’ve been gathering all my Poetry Month poems from my blog, to attempt to put them all together in one place, from childhood forward. What a project it is going to be – but, with a landmark birthday coming up, I feel the burden of time.

 

I got an inspirational kick in the butt by Herb Alpert, and his performance we attended at Lincoln Center this week. He recently celebrated his 90th  birthday, on tour, and not missing a beat. We attended the second performance of the night for him (and never mind the many many performances he has been giving non-stop for several years now). It was the first time I have ever sat in a box seat, and it was perfect, because I could not stop moving. The on point music was memorable, the backdrop videos amazing, and Herb’s anecdotes in between were refreshing, humorous, and honest. To me, he epitomized “taking the bull by the horns” (so much meaning just in that phrase!)  and living life joyfully and generously. 

 

He represented, to me, the resilience I so often talk about in my well-being presentations, and how you need to cultivate resilience for the times when life is not so much fun. He not only brought me back to some of the best times of my life, especially the days of playing baritone sax and singing with a swing band, but also the idea that there is more to come. 

 

Thank you, Herb Albert, for the years of delight, the inspiration to keep moving forward, and how music helps build our resilience.

 

 

 The Music Never Dies, It Just Changes the Tune

 

My father, who died too early, loved the sound of Goodman

and a clarinet would be my companion for many years of learning

leading to orchestral bass clarinet, and then the swinging baritone sax.

While I listened for trumpets in rock-n-roll,

and I heard trombones in movie soundtracks,

I loved to find the baritone sax way down at the bottom

on every new type of recordings,

still feeling the vibration in my hands

humming along the bass line,

finding the notation for “Blue Champagne” 

so many, many years later,

hearing every deep note in my mind.

©2025 Noreen Braman